Straight Up, Now Tell Me, Do You Really Wanna Love Me Forever?

...Or is this just a hit n run? Guys, I'm really concerned about the future of love. So many relationships that I thought were something real ended up floundering. Everything I thought I knew about love is being skewed. When Seal and Heidi Klum announced their separation, it was like an emotional slap in the face. I was pretty dev. They were so together together. Now Tom and Katie. Like homeboy stood up on Oprah's probably 10,000 dollar couch professing his love for Katie Holmes to the world and boom, five years later, hasta lavista. And don't even get me started on David Arquette and Courtney Cox. I think they even said at some point that divorce was not an option for them. I don't know what's going on behind the scenes with these people but all these fleeting relationships are throwing me for a loop. I mean, I'm not gonna cry about but it does make me lose a little faith in this thing we call love. How can people be so into each other one minute and then not the next? But then again how do two people make their love last forever. Oh, love is quite a conundrum. All I know is, I'm settling for nothing less than a Carrie and Big kinda love. Sure they aren't real people, I'm not completely deluded but I dare you to kill my dream. Maybe no relationship is perfect, but I desperately want to believe in forever.